JohnKillinger

need a journal on my page that's not depressing to look at :P

or the cancer will take everything.  my cancer is depression and intense self-doubt. I have an intense fear of never finding acceptance even though outwardly I appear to not care about it, and I feel this most potently about my work.  So I'm going to start posting scraps, WIPs, and hopefully some finished work, and I'm going to post what I wanna post and do my best to not give a fuck what the world has to say about it. so as many artists on here have said: if you like my work, feel free to watch me, and if not, door's over there

Need to start submitting stuff, good or bad, just for the sake of starting a portfolio.  I hope to see a quick improvement and that this'll get me to start creating more on my own time.  Hope I can get to a level where I can do decent commissions fairly quickly, so dont feel shy to ask for one when my skill improves enough.  for now, onward!